oh I agree about the contact thing. We haven't finished all this crap up quite yet. pretty close....

 

Be strong, Wick. We're all here for you.

 

That is the hardest part....you CANT cut ties until the D is worked out! ...every day was another for me

 

yup. The conversation started life as a "who's paying for this or that" and devolved into an hour of why things happened.... part of the process....

 

Just wait till its long over ....then at some point the guilt will get to her and she will try to contact you for forgiveness...this was the hardest part for me!

 

I learned a bit from it. I learned she's a drug addict. and she blames me for shit that she did.

Her logic is really forked up. She can't even get the ORDER of events right.

It's like she would poop before taking down her pants. WTF?

 

It's not a question of whether she'd sh_t herself. . . it's the fact that she's blaming you man.

Time to let it go; there's a green pasture called "relative sanity" that you're more than ready to walk towards.

 

Greener pastures and hookers or sluts or wanton wenches..the choice is yours!

 

well, I'd like to take this post and say, yea, the best course is to forget. I have 6 years wrapped up in her and she wasn't always this way. It is how she is now and I am hanging on to "what was". It will take me some time to accept that. I am learning about myself and my own "addictions".... It'll take some time but one day I'll look back on the and laugh.... I hope.

 

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