UPDATE: I may be single again pretty soon

 

UPDATE - I may not be single as I fear the potential alimony payments


Sophia

 

Rich! Hows it going?

 

It's going okay. How are you? Long time no speak!!!

 

Im okay....life with a boyfriend is going to the dumps i think i should just be single forever

Im not on as much during the day because work has been nuts!!!

 

I thought life with a boyfriend was supposed to be fab?

Or maybe that was just life with me?

 

this sucks

 

Halle Berry said she will never marry again...I just dont think Im gonna marry PERIOD.

 

I said that for about a YEAR and look at me ...never say never

 

I have the worst track record. Ive had 1 super serious relationship which was extremely unhealthy...i was almost married wayyyyyy too young. The other "relationships" have been bust in as little as 2 months. But this is the worst. Its like Im getting repaid for breaking hearts or something. I did nothing wrong. AT ALL. yet just due to the fact that I REALLY want this to work, Im overanxious and my mind is swimming....i found so much BS last week....Im afraid what this week will bring