OK, I've decided to stay.
I feel like a cross between a big hypocrite and a wimpering little puppy with its tail between its legs. I was absolutely blown away by the outpouring of support. I must have gotten 100 posts, PMs, emails, and telephone calls from people here and in the SoCal Forum, with kind, encouraging words, expressing real caring, many asking me to reconsider and stay. I gave it quite a bit of thought over the weekend and I decided that I'm a big enough man to swallow my pride and suffer an indignity -- in order to keep my many friendships with an amazing group of people. I love you guys!









now lets plan a happening BBQ




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