So there's been this girl that i known for quite some time now, I guess you can call her a friend with with benifits, but really she was my best friend...

so i haven't seen this girl for about ten months or so , but anyway i go out with a couple of friends to a strip club and i will be damned if i did'nt see her up on stage
So as soon as she is done she see's me and decides to come say hi and how ya been and all that catching up kinda stuff.. I asked her how she was and she said that the a month or so after the last time seh seen me she found out she was pregnate and i was like no way i dont believe you, so she brings out her phone to show me a photo of this child and boom my hart stops i lose my breath cause i cant believe my eyes to what i am seeing(im sure everyone knows what they look like as a child, i know i do) The kid looked just like me, i was in shock. I asked her why she didn't tell me and she said cause seh didn't want to ruin my life.....WHAT! i couldn't believe what i was hearing, so i told her if it was mine (im pretty sure it is) i would man up and take responsibility.
so friday we go get the blood test and they said the would know on monday (yesterday) so i was like cool, well monday rolls around and i get the call fom the paternity place and not to my surprise its mine just as i thought it was...

So i tried to call her but got no answer and i thought it was strange for her to ignore my but whatever so i never heard from her, So i thought theres alwasy tomorrow.....
Today i get a call from another friend of ours telling me that im not going to like what im about to hear so im like what ever just tell me.................. He tell's me that last night randi O.D on some pills at a party and she died
WTF! WTF! i couldn't believe what i was hearing so i call her mom and she said it was true..............................Fu*K!

So here i am venting maybe trying to get some advice, i dont F88kin know im totally devistated this sucks big time ..................... What do i do? What can i do??

 

Go get the baby and take care of him. What else can you do?

 

Man that's messed up. Claim your son and raise him well.

 

Wow that's a made for TV movie right there.

Pretty unbelievable! Sounds to me like the only option is to start raising your son...

 

Congrats on your new baby!

 

Dude i only wish it was a movie, that way it it didn't have to be so painful...
now its just me and my son, So life goes on

 

you do drive an s2000 right?

 

Take care of your son. He will need a father. Sorry to hear about your girl.

 

Not anymore.

 

Sorry to hear about your and your son's loss.

Where to begin... (Though I'm feeling like being a callous asshole.)

Sell your S2000. Learn to write. Get a good job. Be a good father. That's about it. Not much mystery, IMHO.