ive had the past 9 days off and have spent it in total comptemplation of life meaning and destination for me. i must say i can scare the shit out of myself.i just figured that id give up and just sit back and have some me time right......wrong. i sat on the couch and watched everything on tv. i have come to the conclusion that america is everything on tv. fat(food shows),boring(qvc&hsn),stupid(news&larry king),lazy(soap operas&tellie tubies who the f@#$ came up with that),arogant(bush any where on tv)idiotic(news again ok so we kicked saddams a$$ and set up a government, things are up and running why are we still there!)stuck up(vh1&mtv), and what the F@#$ing he$$ happend to mtv!, its more like ISBTV, im skinnyer and more belemic than you tv.it honestly freaked me out. so after the first day i was like way not wanting to be home. so i went a got some things done around the house and cleaned. after that just watched movies, internet surfed, slept and saw a car museum . they had tons of rally cars from the late 80s that just kicked butt.just thought id share a little of my otherwise boring life. oh yeah im going to PSCA races tommorow. ttfn

 

I've been contemplating life a lot lately too. Can't sleep because it of & usually end up with 2-3 hrs of sleep every night. This has been going on for 2 weeks and is driving me insane. Just so much stuff that I need to sort out in my head, sometimes its hard. I know what you're feeling. In the end, I just say to myself "Live life by the moment, and everything will be ok". I just hope I'm right... Good luck

 

life is simple. you born, you get old, and you die. and somewhere in between you set some goals for yourself and try to achieve as many of them as you can. it's really pointless to think too much about it, cuz in the end you'll come to the same conclusion...

 

Wow! You two are regular Sartre and Heidegger.

When can we expect you guys to finish your book "Being and Stupidity?"

 

LOL. The angst and despair are palpable in this thread.

 

A pile of uncooked raw onions beside your pillow is the best remedy for insomnia. --Some dude from China

 

Nice comments guys. Keep it up

 

how mature... u r....


i've actually went thru this phase for couple of years...
especially after stopping doing heavy drugs....
boy.. drugs make ur perceptions so different...
but yea.. keep ya head up guys....
when im sad or troubled sometimes...i just think about all those people suffering and dying just simply because they dont have enough food.. or shelter.. so on...
just being thankful and grateful is enough to keep me going...

 

I just get a beer go sit in the garage and look at my S

 

anyone remember when they used to play music on mtv and mtv2 ....and yes i agree with the beer and staring at the s2000 sounds like a winner to me