ugh so i have gotten to the point of where i feel psychically sick, i had a killer headache and layed in bed and passed out, and of corse had nightmares i just woke up now..

and by the way he hasnt called or messaged me...he gave himself dead away by doing this...he made an assumption (a right one) but still he couldve tried to cover his ass by not blowing me off...but im starting to think that he just wanted to with my head wendesday night when he came over and he was like himself again he had no intentions of gettin back together, just ing me over....

 

I'm with you, I'm personally tired of relationships, true love is reallllyyyy hard to find...

 

if it even exists....when you think that it is true you find that the other person was ing the whole time so in essence it was not true love for the relationship was based on lies and a false person....an image of someone who doesnt exist

 

yea, exactllyyyy... sometimes, I swear ignorance is bliss.. it's like whatever I don't know can't hurt me... but of course, knowing the truth is too tempting for that to take any precedence..

 

It does exist. However, the reality is that it is rare, which is why so many people experience pain along the way to finding it.

 

ignorance is bliss but knowledge is power...

thats the way that i look at it.....

it may be mroe pain but you prosper more by knowing the truth than being oblivious to lies...

 

I mean... its impossible to find... and when ppl actually find it... they take it for granted and look for other things elsewhere and don't realize that what they're looking for is sitting right in front of them...

 

aka: grass is always greener on the other side.

i agree..people always take things for granted... then, when it's gone, they realize how good they have it. (aka: me).
life's experiences....
what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. (i hate that phrase, but after being knocked down and kicked around over and over you learn quickly)

 

i jsut dont get it cause like i said before, the night before this incident, he came over and told me that he realized that he does want to be with me and that he is so in love with me....so thats whats throwing me way off here..

 

shouldn't be throwing you off too much if he hasn't made any attempt at contacting you.