I'm depressed
105 in 25 ......
oh yea about the birthday thing...ive never really celebrated birthdays/gotten presents or anything..none of my friends even know my birthday (a select few know the month)....what does birthday mean really? just giving yourself a new title....nothing magically changes when you cahnge age anyway.. (well...buying alcohol is somewhat magical
)
oh yea about the birthday thing...ive never really celebrated birthdays/gotten presents or anything..none of my friends even know my birthday (a select few know the month)....what does birthday mean really? just giving yourself a new title....nothing magically changes when you cahnge age anyway.. (well...buying alcohol is somewhat magical
)
Originally posted by JustAyoungMC
i so agree...a recent event (death of very beloved teacher/administrator at school) ive been thinking about death....and realized its not worth it worrying about the inevitable/worrying about what "could" go wrong (not saying you should leave driving drunk/playing with matches/etcetc to fate or what have you)...
just saying you should view things logically i.e.
i have roof over head, i hve friends, i have support, i am getting education, i can succeed, etc etc...
instead of bitchin about how someone unplugged your phone when your friends were trying to call you (what i did recently) or whatever small problem you just had.
that said..i hate school...but ive accepted its required/its for the better to go and doit
i so agree...a recent event (death of very beloved teacher/administrator at school) ive been thinking about death....and realized its not worth it worrying about the inevitable/worrying about what "could" go wrong (not saying you should leave driving drunk/playing with matches/etcetc to fate or what have you)...
just saying you should view things logically i.e.
i have roof over head, i hve friends, i have support, i am getting education, i can succeed, etc etc...
instead of bitchin about how someone unplugged your phone when your friends were trying to call you (what i did recently) or whatever small problem you just had.
that said..i hate school...but ive accepted its required/its for the better to go and doit
ing complaining about how school sucks, or whether a girl likes you because these things are so minor!!!
yea...you dont enjoy the limited time you have when your worried about whats already happend... (not promoting rushing into things just dont let one event blind you from realizing other options)
id summarize it as "accept life, its like playing a probability game, sometimes you win sometimes you loose but you have to keep going."
maybe the keep going is a bad analogy nd someone will say you gotta quit loosing..but even that is a risk...and if you dont play you cant win...
i often compare life to playing poker...you have to pay the buy in...so even if you dont bet more (taking risks) you still loose your buyin money...if you think you can win you take the risk and you might gain, or you might loose, but you cant win without a risk...
id summarize it as "accept life, its like playing a probability game, sometimes you win sometimes you loose but you have to keep going."
maybe the keep going is a bad analogy nd someone will say you gotta quit loosing..but even that is a risk...and if you dont play you cant win...
i often compare life to playing poker...you have to pay the buy in...so even if you dont bet more (taking risks) you still loose your buyin money...if you think you can win you take the risk and you might gain, or you might loose, but you cant win without a risk...
Originally posted by JustAyoungMC
105 in 25 ......
oh yea about the birthday thing...ive never really celebrated birthdays/gotten presents or anything..none of my friends even know my birthday (a select few know the month)....what does birthday mean really? just giving yourself a new title....nothing magically changes when you cahnge age anyway.. (well...buying alcohol is somewhat magical
)
105 in 25 ......
oh yea about the birthday thing...ive never really celebrated birthdays/gotten presents or anything..none of my friends even know my birthday (a select few know the month)....what does birthday mean really? just giving yourself a new title....nothing magically changes when you cahnge age anyway.. (well...buying alcohol is somewhat magical
)
damn it and a ticket in GA going to Drag Wars 80 in 55 damn cops and insurance
look on the bright side:
broken back, still can't lie down and be able to get up
ulcers, hurts to eat, hurts to skip eating
arthritis
no car
the ulcers and arthritis don't peak and valley, it's been pretty constant for the past 16 years. so count your blessings. At least you're not in pain, can sleep in a bed, and don't have to shit 6-8 times before leaving your house in the morning.
broken back, still can't lie down and be able to get up
ulcers, hurts to eat, hurts to skip eating
arthritis
no car
the ulcers and arthritis don't peak and valley, it's been pretty constant for the past 16 years. so count your blessings. At least you're not in pain, can sleep in a bed, and don't have to shit 6-8 times before leaving your house in the morning.





, and if you think you have problems at 15, you have a tough road ahead my friend.. peaks and valleys ,peaks and valleys...