I think about death alot
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I used to think about it too. At first, it was death itself that scared the crap out of me. Then as I grew older, it wasn't the fear of death, but more the issue of just not being around doing the things I normally do. That's what freaked me out, not death itself. That was then. Now, I don't have any fear over death and where I'm going afterwards. As far as I'm concerned, life on earth is just a wink of an eye, dust in the wind.
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I think about it everyday. I get weird thoughts like shit exploding next to me or I feel like I am going to get shot at everytime a fixed up car drives by me. Never thought the things I did when I was younger would come back to haunt me later on. I will be turning 23 soon also.
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Death pisses me off. Say for example I die before graduating from college next year, what a waste of 19 years worth of schooling! I could spent all that time making money and having unprotected sex with prostitutes 
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From: NoVa
Originally Posted by twilight dancer,Apr 25 2005, 12:21 PM
Yeah, I know... It's pretty bizzare when it happens. I'll feel great and then all of a sudden..BAM!!...and i feel under the cloud. It sucks when your eyes are almost always teary and can't snap out of it. When I see myself during those times, I wish I could stop it but can't. It takes so much effort to keep a smile and I wish for anything not to go through it again. 
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From: Doh!!
Originally Posted by twilight dancer,Apr 25 2005, 12:21 PM
Yeah, I know... It's pretty bizzare when it happens. I'll feel great and then all of a sudden..BAM!!...and i feel under the cloud. It sucks when your eyes are almost always teary and can't snap out of it. When I see myself during those times, I wish I could stop it but can't. It takes so much effort to keep a smile and I wish for anything not to go through it again.
Seek advice from a trained professional.
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From: Doh!!
Originally Posted by medicalstudent,Apr 25 2005, 04:56 PM
i see death when a code blue/cpr fails to revive a patient or when I do death pronouncements.
death sucks!
death sucks!
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From: Chicago
Originally Posted by JasonX82,Apr 25 2005, 09:57 AM
For some reason lately I think about death alot, How I will miss things like eating sleeping going to gym yadda yadda. Its kinda hard to take in the fact no matter how much you wish, you cant.. One of the things is that I realize times moving along alot faster then when I was in School. I just cant help it I think about it daily Am I Alone? ( Also These thoughts come around when im extremely happy, knowing its not gonna last) By the way im 22 turning 23 haha I know i still have alot of time i think.. just a thought 
P.S. Get a girlfriend
