Where you headed? Vegas?

 

Wick, Wick, my friend, walk away and don't look back. Your whole life is ahead of you. You'll meet someone else. Trust me. You're a good guy. You don't need this bullshit.

 

thanks RB, that's the kind of thing I need to keep hearing

I went to the desert this weekend, just ot get out of the city. It was good. I'm refreshed.

 

Remember tomorrow never knows.

 

Only way to fix this is to jus cut it loose cold turkey dude. I know you said it has to drag on for 6 months, if theres a way you can cut all contact earlier it'll be better. I mean ZERO contact.. jus try to remember that you don't need to depend on a SO for happiness, think back on what you used to do for fun (minus the coke) before you were with anyone... hobbies.. whatever.

Sad to say that based on her history and past, it doesn't sound like shes breaking the habit for you anytime soon. It's like you've given the ultimatum more than once, and shes sh!tted on your chest everytime. You don't have to be mad at her... thats the path she chose.. drug abuse... the sooner you cut contact, and the sooner you can forgive her for the path she chose, the sooner you'll have this fvckin burden off your chest and feel much more relieved.

 

So the latest... I guess she's giving marital advice to a friend.

while she's getting divorced.

uh....

I guess the advice consists of badgering her friend's husband much in the same way she badgered me. I guess we know how this will end up....

 

Where do.... broken.... hearts go?

 

.....my chest.... apparently....

 

Bust out the old disney soundtrack tapes.

 

I prefer the Beatles for all of my life's lessons learned too late.