You are a true dear.

 

My friends and family get frustrated with me because I do not discuss my problems until well after the fact but that is the reason. I just get so mad because you try to tell the story and it seems so small and ridiculous and it is ripping you apart! I disagree with the statement that talking about it and seeing it is smaller than you think makes it better/easier, complete and utter IMHO.

 

[QUOTE]Originally posted by Fugu
[B]...not all us have nothing to do but PACK tomorrow!

 

However, one thing I realized years ago is that the only way I'll ever solve this puzzle and find someone is to keep opening myself up to the POSSIBILITY of pain so that someone else can actually get in. I just have to trust that they will care enough to try not to hurt me...

 

Eventually it does, it took me a year to actually realize I wasn't still messed up about my ex fiance and I never thought that day would come. It was very fresh in my mind for months and months I was sure it was not going away. It still jumps up and bites me every once in a great while.

Wow we are really 'ing this thread!

 

[QUOTE]Originally posted by Fugu
[B]

Wow we are really

 

[QUOTE]Originally posted by brantshali
[B]

 

Race you 's to the corner!

 

I would love to have a girlfriend right now, but I have spent most of the last 7 years living for other people and I'm just tired. I want some woman to come along and sweep ME of my feet instead of me feeling like I need to do all the work for a change.

Either that or I just wanna go on vacation to a nice sunny, tropical beach someplace and lay in the sun and work on my sunburn...

 

!@##$%^&* that's all I have to say on that one. Can ya''ll tell I got a little in me? It's just frustration and a powerless feeling more than anything, which results in the angry little face.


OH LOOKIE LOOKIE, I GOT THE CORNER!!!!!