you're using alot of words like: OUR, SHE, TOGETHER, FOR EACH OTHER, BOTH OF US

I'm glad you are considerate about her, but you need to give yourself a bit more credit than that.

there is no way you will ever find out if there are "qualities in other women that you like more than her" NO. WAY. Why? because every girl is different. VERY DIFFERENT. you will waste time trying to figure out whether this path is really worth taking or not. Don't include other girls in this. Either way, why would you need to "make sure" of something if you are sure?

The GAME is over and she is not part of it. It's like COUNTER STRIKE.. you were in the room with her, she has 100 kills and you have 0, and she just left. Now you are in the server all by yourself. You need to exit the game, take a break. If she wants to play more of the "GAME", then she'll call you. In the meantime, take a break and don't play the GAME with anyone else. (She actually won't.. she'll call you to see if you're ok - but girls do that to make themselves feel better - to feel less guilt).

FOR NOW, you and her (the whole "US" "WE") DOES NOT EXIST.

 

do you have any close girlfriends you know?
you need to talk to girls. (not the ones from the hood) you need to talk to the ones that went through the same situation as you (same culture would be easier to understand).

 

get an asian gf
the real FOBy kind

 

Thanks for bumping this thread. Your comment added a lot of value to it.

 

no, thanks needed

 

Hmm...

We got back together and then broke up for good after I posted this thread.

I live with a good friend of mine now. We have a house.

Basically I have been picking up women left and right.

This past weekend I was banging this hot hot girl... out of no where she tells me to tell her that she is my dirty little whore and slap her.......

I drink at least 4 nights a week.

It is nothing but good times with friends now. I have a damn good wingman. Every time we go out, come home with women that are at least a 7.59

I'm pretty drunk right now actually.

Girl of 5 years, we split everything up. I threw away all the furniture I had from that relationship. Everything else too. I bought new.

I have not seen her at any of the popular bars around here or anywhere else really. Oh well.

PS - I am having the most fun I have ever had in my life to date... I love every day.

 

see, sometimes
relationships=suck

 

Wow lol glad to hear that your getting your freak on now.

 

Hell ya, good man!

Thats right I,

Thug em
Fuk em
Luv em
Leave em

Cause I dont fukkin need em!

 

take 'em out the hood