[QUOTE=Bass,Sep 29 2008, 11:34 AM]ya you should have quoted me

because what i said is maybe that bump on the head knocked some sense into you and nothing about being alone and sad

 

Rational people DO NOT talk like this..

as for being alone - no one can change that but you.. other people CAN NOT MAKE you happy only you can -

and not sure about you BUT I would not want to be with someone who is so down on themselves that it would be toxic to myself

 

Well thanks for caring (?) but death is NOT on my to do list any sooner than it has to be.

I still have my S600 (going to work on that again tomorrow!) which will be a big money sucker real soon.

I also use humor when things are darkest. Some people don't understand that I guess. No one else has written to say they were worried about me... but alot of people did want to feel my bump on the head

You could tell all the mommies at the meet -- are you OK? Let me see that bump... one couple made me go get ice to put on it

 

but that is NOT what you wrote on a public forum Ellen..

we all know you've been depressed for a LONG time and when depressed people talk about death it's NOT humorous and it

 

I then decided that might be a good pickup line

I was in a car accident today - want to feel my bump?

Didn't work though

 

Remember folks, you all have the right to remain silent. The result is often better than the exercise of free speech.

 

Steve, I think Ellen is just revealing some unhappiness, as we all do when life altering events take place. She doesn't strike me as irrational. I know I like driving my car when I want to get away from it all. It's a great stress reliever. And it doesn't talk back.

EDIT: I do agree with LB, however, that we need to be careful how much personal stuff we reveal out here. I know we are like family, but there are many, many people lurking about who may not have your best interest at heart.

 

Sorry Steve You all have known me for about 26 months. (2 years, 78) days

I did think about death for a very short while this year but NOT over my S - hard to believe I know February 29th was not a good day. The ending to Sept 23. Which seemed like a good day at the time

But even when that thought very briefly flashed into my head I knew it was BS. No one is a bigger hypochondriac than me

 

but yet you still write about it on Sunday..


and Deb i understand ellen is unhappy and has had a tough year

we all know the s2000 is almost an obsession for her to the point where we beleive she is right that if she loses the S life would not be worth living BUT no one should ever make light of that

 

Sorry Steve I will try not to joke about it any more

I was really shook up over what happened this weekend. I've never been in a real accident before.

When I saw the SSM protoype fell in love. I think that was sometime in 95/96???

I drove an S on 4/30/00 but thanks to the a-hole who used to be allowed to make me miserable I did not get one until 6/29/06.

Which I hope explains a little of my obsession... waiting 10 years for something will tend to make one a tad loopy about what they are waiting for